Bracing myself

Sup, its been a while.
Back to post a lil.
So today marks the end of my 3 week mini break from school.
Yup 3 weeks is always not enough...why?
cause the
1st week - (rush project which was due that week) GONE
2nd week - Expectation: Lay and slack at home, catch some shows, do some personal work.
                   Reality: Out all day~
(ok, at least second week was a lil short break, manage to accomplished some stuff and go out to have fun at the same time)
3rd week - Rest for a little, got a job opportunity, went to work and finally catch up with a few friends over the long weekend xD
Overall, this holiday was sorta well spent actually!
Gotta meet my friends, catch some movie, etc..
and I bought toys again!! WHAHAHAHAHA~
not 1, 2 but 3 bandai gundam inspired toys!! hehe~
will post it once I build them up when I find time to... xD
Just worried when school starts, I have to juggle school work and my working life.
I know things will be fine in the end, but why am I feeling so worried all the time?!
this suppressing feeling in my heart again...need to be tamed...
just this worry...need to go away...
ARG... worrying and panicking, aint doing my health or my mind justice
So I decided to seek help...GOOGLE first~

Check out this site for more info about dealing with worries:
http://www.helpguide.org/articles/anxiety/how-to-stop-worrying.htm
Keepin this post short as I need to get to work 2mr.
Will update on my week and toys soon~
JA~

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2015

Sup, with the first post of 2015.
2015, started off with a roller coaster ride.
The part of the ride where u are climbing up to the peak, with the thought of falling over after.
Yup it aint an easy ride.
Been feelin down and up lately, just like how this roller coaster has been taking me.
I tend to keep my feelings suppressed too much that it sometimes feels suffocating.
I realise I tend to worry too much, be it my schoolwork, my personal work or even my own life.
I guess as I grew older I start to want to express these feelings more.
The bottle that been bottled up for a few years, might be a little overflowing.
How do you even put these feelings into words?
I can't.
I shouldn't.
I won't.
I guess sometime a simple, "It's ok, things will be alright." would ease the pain a little.
Of course, the tightness in my chest will still remain until I overcome this epic roller coaster ride.
Sometime you just need someone to remind you to not worry too much as things would fall into place eventually.
Well, I just wish 2015 would be a better year for me to grow a little more and achieve more things.
Blogging helps me express how I feel and make me feel a little better.
So I hope I would blog more often xD haha
Anyways, keeping this post short.
Till then, JA~
Annyeong~

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