Hello internet, hello blog,
its 2014, so I decided to come back to blog :D
hehe, miss this little internet space of mine that store all my memories...
so gonna talk about this holiday~
most probably gonna be a slightly long post since I havent been updating it since...
pfft 2013, last year. HAHA oops :P
been a lazy ass when social media is so convenient these days to update about life.
But I still blogging will capture most of my thoughts and life best.
no more word limits, likes or dislike buttons or what not.
so a little bit more about my 'holiday'
Well, it all started all when you graduated from poly and you are left nothing.
NOTHING as in, no more specific instructions, no more people guiding you and tell you what to do next. You might say 'old already, independent what'. Yes I agree with being independent but with the life what we were brought up, its like teaching someone the basics to swim and throwing him/her into the big sea. (I shall leave this to the next post).
After graduating, got myself and a few friends to taiwan to take a break from this stressful world we living in~
Came back and got myself 2 jobs after the week break from taiwan...cause mum was nagging her head off to get my ass out of the house. [RANT AHEAD]
-.- my mum thinks when Im at home, Im literally lying on my bed all day staring at the ceiling doing nothing productive. ARG hate that the most, like literally it kills all my mood to start anything productive when she thinks Im wasting my ass off doing things at home.
DUDE, she needs to know home is where my productivity is -.- damn, how long she will know I cant do shyt outside. haha remind me of the time when she think the library is the most productive place, brought me to the library XX number of times and I go there to sightsee people walking pass rather then focusing on my homework. I get distracted real easily. And I enjoy observing people since young. So this sums up, she will never learn. [END OF RANT]
Ok, so 2 jobs, an office job (5days a week) and another at a lego shop (on sats). so I have been working 6 days a week. Amazing yea? FREAKING TIRED MAN. But it got me to cherish sundays really well. :P I did learn a few stuff from these two jobs.
But I'm so not gona live like that the rest of ma life.
Too zombified to work like a robot. Felt really pointless in life.
I wonder how the society, the working people in singapore could live like that. This got me thinking. Thinking about what I wana do in the future, in this zombified city.
Well one word I would describe myself is LOST. yes I'm very lost as a teenager. very very lost.
Dreams vs reality vs society. << SHYT JUST GOT REAL.
While working, I made myself a promise to do an activity/go out with friends every single week, just to make my working life a little better.
Did lots of interesting stuff and things that I would never thought I would do~
So now ended work and enjoying my weekdays, FREE~, focusing on what I enjoy most- drawing and listening to music.
Made a little list to do over this month before school starts...
and one of it is making a vlog~ wooo~
Check it out below!
The video was not at its highest quality since it was my first time filming myself. A little awkward talking to the camera for the first official time though but it was fine...I guess...haha Hope to do more videos in the future and improve on my filming too.
Oh yea! Created a instagram for solely my artworks. so do follow me yea?
@justqwirks
www.instagram.com/justqwirks
Thats all for this post~
JA! Annyeong~
MUSIC SECTION~
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